good n bad things. bad first. tired. heavy n tedious work load. not doing things right. under performance. disappointment in myself. n i dun like john grigor. that's for uni. then for the visa thing, i cant go for medical examination. cos got my period today. need to wait a few days more, cant get this thing done n over with. oh well, cant be help. anyway, got home around 6.30pm today, very dark (like sg 8pm). tired n feel like sleeping liao. didnt even go eat dinner although i think i'm hungry. no appetite ba. maybe later play mahjong drink some soup ba. havent practice my guzheng too, then also havent take out money to pay for fee tmr. so zhao gao.

well, good thing is, was on the phone with mr M last nite. he said it already! which is so unexpected n really surprised. it's the first time he really said it out. i'm gleaming n smiling. i had a very good sleep last nite. the next morning i thought i was too happy until too wet. chey~ it's my da yi ma. lol. anyway, whenever i think of those sweetest 3 words that he have said, everything seem to doesnt matter much anymore. not to say i wouldnt give a care to my work anymore, but at least i dun feel that bad. me silly smile will last for quite some time wont it? btw, i didnt say back to him. haha.. but just sweetly smile n end the call. x :)))))

keeping this good thing with me, i will be better to face anything ahead n be more motivated to keep going ^_^