Sunday, September 20, 2009
cant control my thoughts.. cant stop thinking about u.. how?! fanscination runs wild, picturing what will happen when we c each other n what we gona say or do.. so far only positive thoughts.. he has promise to meet at least once.. dunu how to describe the feeling.. panicky, nervous, anxiety, anticipated, happy, worried, scared, excited, heartbeating, unbreatheable, awkward?? dunu.. anway, we r both looking forward though.. about 4 weeks more to go..
spring time is here, flowers start blooming, sun is here, weather turning warmer.. but workload n stress building up.. maybe thinking of u is a form of escapist.. haha..