Sunday, December 6, 2009
shld be happy shldnt I? bro coming to visit me, think 26dec to 31 dec. but having headache from planning the trip n where to go. been researching for the whole of today liao. everything so expensive. sigh~ should also be happy that I got my exam results. was actually quite not bad I think. 3 papers this semester: fd proc design (B+), quality sys design (A-), and 4th yr project (B+). an overall average throughout my course: B+ (I think). dunu how to calculate. shall check with lecturer. but then got back results liao, wanted to share with someone but shirley sleeping n mr m went for marathon this morning so now also sleeping n I usually dun share with my parents..
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anyway, havent been talking to mr m for 3 days liao. I didnt call him cos been too tired from working that I fell asleep. but also when I tried calling him, he dunu y no ans n no call back too. even if we were on the phone, talk awhile n I said I call him other time; if not when he say he call me other time, I will just say 'ok bye' n didnt even try to 挽留 or wat. dunu y like a bit dun feel like talking to him, but on other hand wish he will talk to me. maybe cos he hardly call me n has always been like me initiating, so I abit sian n tired n wana 'cut this crap'. y m I always the one looking for him but not him looking for me? dunu if this is impt or a matter anot. cos I can still hear him concerning n caring. like his tone is there, treating me like his girl. actually it's not a big matter, just abit expressionless n dead only. shld I or shld I not bring this matter up? might be a childish thinking. or shld I just forget it n treat as nth happen, as if I have nv been this little bit of upset? I think I shld just forget it ba, dun be so '小气鬼' as he say; so shall talk to him the usual way ba. 退后一步，海阔天空.
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oh well, life have been not bad to me these days. new job still alright - all guys n angmoh environment. haha. anyway they treat me well too. I think as long as I did what needed to be done, all will be sweet. currently working on COA, pdt spec - dealing with any allergen declaration, food law/code, nutrition panel, formula, etc. think maybe sometime later I'll be working on some R&D work - honeycomb kibble. also, some lab testings. my first pay gona be next wk I think. haha.. expecting ard $600 for abt 1wk of work. eyes blink blink $_$ hehe..
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I've also moved to a new place at avondale with a nice angmoh family - dad is kiwi, mum is from peru, n 2 girls - 4yrs old n 18mths - might take some pics of them n post on fb someday. this is the 4th place I'm staying in NZ liao. come to think of it, I've stayed with all diff nationality n age grp of pple - (1) nz, iran, (2) nz, china, spain, (3) british, sg, n (4) nz, peru. has been a great experience in nz here, with frenz of diff nationalities - I think half angmoh, half asian. was thinking if I shld hold a birthday/farewell party in april anot. that will mark a full pic of my nz chapter of my life - jul07 to apr10 (approx 3yrs). might do.
