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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

"what for are you holding the line? you asked me to call you wake up and I did. now I have to do my own things. I am busy." 在这一刻,一首歌appears in my mind - 王力宏的<<你不在>>:
当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
不过渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我并吞
wo
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难捱 wo
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在
我受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在时
间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说得对我不得不承认
wo
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不
在无尽等待像独白的难捱 wo
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在 wo
受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在
wo
那些摇摆我都明白都明白
但你不在爱已不在不在
你不在当我最需要爱
你却不在 wo
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
你不在高兴还是悲哀
你都不在 wo
像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你不在
this song so suit me. sigh~ Fine. wont pester him then. 不找你了,反正你都不在. according to him, is I bully him. but he dunu how much 委屈i had. more like he bully me lor. is there some 说不出的misunderstanding between us? 有些事,你不在就是你不在,cant help it. 你在的话,什么事都没了(no problem liao). 他时好时不好,让我的心情像‘云霄飞车’(rollercoaster ride), 让我爱他又恨他. 白天的时候我们还一起online shopping,打情骂悄;刚刚又却对我这样. 不行,我不能受他的引向,不可以一直想着他,要做个独立的女人. 我讨厌你,可是却好想抱你. Ahhh.. 不喜欢现在这个样子啦!好想回到他的身边.
he, 'called a million times from 6.20 to 9pm' - but my phone damn sth wrong I think, sometime siao 1. grr.. Fav quote: 'it's gona be hard, but still hv to try wat' - this keep me going n wanting to maintain the rls. and dunu y I m the 小气鬼 - 才不是呢!有时候觉得we are meant to be together (esp cos despite the diff life we r leading, we still end up tgt), but 有时候又觉得we are not meant to be tgt. 我不知道.

writtern @12:11 AM