Saturday, January 9, 2010
hai~ mummy n dad know I got bf already. kor told mum n dad about it, and say he's from my poly. First thing mum asked was: how is his "jia jing" (family background). Sianz. why isnt it like asking how is this guy, is this guy good anot, ... they not concern about how the relationship is going, how am I feeling, etc; but again voice down to one word "money". Grrrr..... I HATE it! how sad is that.
I understand their intention of not wanting me to suffer, have a hard life, and have to worry about living. But look, we are both abled people n we can work. It's not as if we r yi shi wu cheng, or I am only gona rely on this guy. Bet, the next thing they gona ask is his education level. Again, history repeats like my big sis n bro-in-law, a degree holder vs a diploma holder. Ahhh... Fuck it! I dunu how to argue or fight this back.
Mum keeps saying she worried. but what's there to worry about. It's still early lor. First, we r still both young, n we r just starting out our career, n we have goals we wana achieve before settling down. Then I say maybe till 30 yrs old. She says she is willing to wait. Anyway just a bf only mar. Not as if he is gona be 100% confirm my bf rite. Future things hard to say.
Although I may be away from home and it might be still early, but I can foresee and sense that a war might begin sometime, just dunu when. I’m definitely gona fight for it, just like my big sis n bro-in-law. I’ll have it my way. As long as he is still game for this n holding onto this relationship, we can fight it de. hai~ dun even know if he will be in anot. Cos we not quite stable n relationship not strong yet leh.
Don’t know, Don’t know, Don’t know! Our rls - ? How to fight for own happiness - ? Sigh~
Anyway all been well :) rather sweet actually i would say. at least getting more like a boy-girlfriend. anyway, I really wana get him a Freitag bag, n cos he really really wants it. he is off to KL for the weekends. so just gona be 3 days without hearing him.
Oh well, for now what I have to do is to concentrate on my driving n finish reading the road code, get my prac work report working, apply for my visitor permit, and then getting back to work on 18jan. How to fight, will figure that when it's time to face the music.
