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Monday, March 8, 2010

OMG! dreamt of myself being a lesbian, kissing another white girl. actually got reason n story behind this de. in the dream, I'm not really wanting to be a lesbian n tgt with the white girl de. just that this white girl fancy me n likes me, n also that marcus hasnt been giving a care to me in the dream. so I did that (i.e. going out with the white girl) to kinda spike him. waiting n wishing him to take some actions, to get me back n cherish me, n make it known that he is my bf, then I will be free from being a lesbian. guess it's another indication of missing him.


it's not a matter of whether I'm busy, tired, etc anot. it's just no matter how busy, how tired, whoever pple I hang out with, whatever things I do, I will still keep thinking about him. without him, I am just lonely n alone by myself. 不管周遭怎样，没有你，还是觉得空荡荡的。

writtern @9:56 AM

Friday, March 5, 2010

quite a lot of things going on or about to go on. here's my calendar. haha. pretty packed. though can't see clearly.



















hmm.. marcus marcus marcus... he's off for diving this weekend at tioman. started his OT this mth already so he's gona be busy n tired, n also mean that we will have time that dont suit each other. n somemore I'm gona be off for my holiday to south island and around NZ. so dunu when we will get to talk to each other again. missing him so much n he said that to me too. oh well...

anyway busy with gatherings, trips planning n bookings, finish up my work, get ready to pack n move hse, driving, n obessed with my pole dancing. hehe..

writtern @9:36 PM