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Monday, March 8, 2010

OMG! dreamt of myself being a lesbian, kissing another white girl. actually got reason n story behind this de. in the dream, I'm not really wanting to be a lesbian n tgt with the white girl de. just that this white girl fancy me n likes me, n also that marcus hasnt been giving a care to me in the dream. so I did that (i.e. going out with the white girl) to kinda spike him. waiting n wishing him to take some actions, to get me back n cherish me, n make it known that he is my bf, then I will be free from being a lesbian. guess it's another indication of missing him.


it's not a matter of whether I'm busy, tired, etc anot. it's just no matter how busy, how tired, whoever pple I hang out with, whatever things I do, I will still keep thinking about him. without him, I am just lonely n alone by myself. 不管周遭怎样，没有你，还是觉得空荡荡的。

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