This month is really not a good month. Beside being out of rls, being sick twice pretty badly, now another bad news. Ah gong has passed away. My wish can't be fulfilled anymore. Ah gong won't be able to witness my wedding. The other time when he was in hospital, I somemore asked that Marcus to accompany me to see him, but then again he said when he has the time. Anyway lucky I went to see him once at hospital when I got back. If not, I really am gonna regret for the rest of my life. cos I've been away from Singapore, esp when the time he fell n got sent to hospital I wasn't there as well. Sorry Ah gong. Didn't let you see my boyfriend. Didn't let you see me get married. I was even scared when I visited you in hospital. But memories of you stay. At this very moment, I am very sad and how I wish I have you by my side for me to cry onto. Rest in peace, Ah gong.